The crunch
of the snow under
my boots,
the familiar sound,
as I walk.
Reminding me of all
the Winters
I’ve spent,
walking
through it.
The sound of
it sending me
through
time.
Walking to
Grammar school
in the deep
snow piles of the
1980’s, the
trudging through
the snow to
high school in the
1990’s. The
late nights, leaving
a high
school sweetheart’s house,
hoping to
get home by curfew.
The late
nights leaving bars,
the late
nights knocking on the
wintry door
of a lover, snow piled
high in
front of her door, hoping
to be quiet.
Of nights of knocks
unanswered, stupidly
standing
knee deep in
snow, shivering.
The snow, a
deep part of my
memories;
growing up along
urban
sidewalks, some shoveled,
some not,
cautiously stepping, so
not to slip
and slide and fall into a
pile of
broken bones. Walking like
a penguin, a
waddle for safety sake.
Wading
through the snow pack,
to get to
her bed, to get to her arms,
to get
through the night and hope the
snow will be
melted, or shoveled or salted
when the
morning arrives.
Pants and
shoes dried by the heat vent.
The snowy Winters
of discontent,
the snowy Winters
of appreciative warmth,
the Winters
of solitude and of company,
the snow
bound nights of late drinks till
the scraping
plows echo through the
early
morning.