Friday, January 25, 2019

Too Cold for A Long Title



                A cloud of human vapor plumed above the commuter crowd. It hung in the frigid air like some abstract art installation.  Winter had arrived and it was the foremost thought on everyone’s mind. It was damn cold. The commuters shuffled on their cold feet, trying to move the warmth around their bundled bodies.  They clapped their gloved hands and rubbed their own coated arms. It was to no avail. The freeze burrowed through all their bundled layers.

“Damn cold,” said one commuter as they sniffed.
“Ymp,” came the scarfed and muffled reply.

The commuters waiting for the bus were wrapped in heavy scarves and wool caps, thick winter mittens or gloves, thick burly coats and in some cases snow pants draped down over big winter boots. They were a group of five people, unidentifiable as male, female or other through their winter wrappings. They all seemed to be swaying in the morning cold; instinctively hoping their movement would shield them from the bitter negative degree temperatures.  

“Where’s the damn bus,” complained a thickly bundled commuter.
“This is bull,” said another.
“Freaking winter man. Why do we live here,” asked another.
“For the summers,” responded the original complainer.

The crowd of cold commuters laughed in thick white clouds that rose steadily over their woolen heads. They all peered down the gray street, thick with road salt and piles of frozen snow, looking for the bus. The bus was running late. The world seemed to be running late. It was as if the freezing cold had somehow managed to slow time. The normal wait time for the bus was now an agonizing torment for the commuters. They had no choice but to wait in the blistering, blowing freeze.

“I’m buying a car next year,” said one commuter, “then we can all ride together.”
“That would be nice, but you said that last year,” was the reply.
“Well, this year for sure. I mean it,” said the commuter.

The shivering crowd moved closer together as the winter wind howled around them. The bus appeared down the street. It was moving slowly towards the commuter-icicles and they began to nod at one another. The bus pulled up to the stop and the doors opened. The five commuters lined up as they do every morning and boarded. The doors closed and the bus began to pull away.

I sipped my hot coffee at my apartment window. I pulled my cardigan sweater a little closer over my chest and continued to watch the frozen world work.     

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

Stop the Ride



I’m unsure how to stop this ride.
I’ve been spinning for years.
I’ve thrown-up so many times
it’s become a part of who I am
now. I’m the spinning vomit guy.

The ride, I got on it against my will,
thrown on through curious lines of
destiny and fate, mixed with dumb
luck and some shoving from behind.
I’m only riding because it’s the only ride.

The twisted carnival worker who
started the whole thing went on a
cigarette break millennia ago and
I don’t think they are coming back.
Too much vomit now surrounds the ride,
like a moat.

I’m sure there are others on this ride.
I can’t see them due to the constant
whizzing blur of this spinning hell I’m
trapped on. And I’m sure some of this
vomit isn’t all my vomit. I haven’t had
a French Fry in years.

I just want to know how to stop it,
this ridiculous revolution of riding,
without any control, only the perception
of control, and that’s been gone forever.
I want to hit the brakes and get off.

But I’m still spinning, my head is now
permanently stuck tilted to the left,
my body, now malformed due to the
forces of gravity pushing me into this
horrid bent and misshapen man.

Please, stop the spinning, the whizzing and
the whirling, the shouting and screaming,
the vomit and the despairing. Let this
Carnival close, let this circus fold.
And stop the spinning. Stop the ride.   

Thursday, January 17, 2019

Marching On



So they marched,
dead-eyed in a steady,
silent parade.
Leaving nothing behind,
looking forward to nothing.

In step with one another,
shoulder to shoulder,
headed toward the misty fog
thickening on the horizon,
blocking out the Sun.

Faces screwed tight in
stoic meaninglessness;
The Doom Brigade,
in lock-step, moving
unwavering forward.

The crunch of their boots,
echoing through the quiet
streets of gray winter,
drowning any natural
noise in forward momentum.

Their eyes, unblinking, steady
on the necks of the soldiers in
front of them. Numbness coursing
through their veins, injected with
dystopian dreams.

A beast of progress, snaking
columns of men, over the next
hill, towards the inevitable battle
to come, where losses mean nothing,
and it is only time that is wasted.

The silent parade, moving in unison,
leaving nothing behind,
looking forward
to
nothing.


Tuesday, January 8, 2019

Idiots



Irritating idiocy irking
every instance.
Iconoclasts and Ironsides,
insulting each in incongruous
intonations.

I, incensed, ink it into
my insides; indexed and
itemized. Insured against
inevitable irresponsible
insurrection.

Idiots. Imbecilic, impotent,
incontinent and ineffective,
in each illustration;
Illusionary in intention,
only implicit in conclusion.

Imbibing on ill imports,
indulging in the intoxicating
incense of implied importance,
indicting innocence with insane
intentions.

Idiots. Ill-effecting my insides
into indigestion and irritation.
Incurable idiocy interrupting
any idyllic impressions of
Elysium.

I am incapable of ingesting
any more innumerable injustices
of this inconceivable and idiotic
Imperial invocation.
Indeed, a tale told by an idiot.

I am inconsolable.
Irritated.
Incomplete.
Intensely insulted.
Implacable.     
  
  

Thursday, January 3, 2019

The Vastness Within




Did you know on New Year’s Day
NASA’s New Horizons spacecraft
passed an object 4 Billion miles
away from Earth? That’s beyond
Pluto and into the Kuiper Belt.

Only the Voyager Missions have
traveled further out beyond our
Solar system. Voyager One being
over 13 Billion Miles and Voyager
Two being over 11 Billion Miles,
into “interstellar Space”.

Both Voyagers have been out there
in space for 41 years. New Horizons
has been travelling since 2006 to make
it four billion miles away. It’s amazing
to me that human beings have done
this.

As these travelling vessels of our
collective ingenuity hurtle through
space; I am awed. Awed that when these
small satellites look back, Earth is just
another micro dot against the black.

We are insignificant, yet; it is only
a temporary insignificance. It seems
to me that our self-imposed importance
should be cast aside for the greater good,
for the opportunity to live in a New Era.

Sure, I’m one guy on a small planet in the
Milky Way. I’ll never live on the Moon or
make flapjacks on Mars. I’ll never experience
true weightlessness. I am bound to this
Planet and it’s destiny.

It is in my tethered nature that I aspire
to inspire, to love, to live, to hope, to spend the
New Year exploring the uncharted depths
of my humanity, my capacity for honesty,
integrity and living a decent life.     

It is the same hope that got
those space vessels into the air,
the same hope that keeps them
working, the same hope that I
want to cherish, honor and share.
In mine, and your explorations.