Friday, September 27, 2019

The Wild Flowers



Late blooms of wildflowers
creep up toward the edges
of the highway exit ramp.
Delicate purples and yellows
on green long stems, reaching up
in tiny winks of nature colliding
with the asphalt shoulder of
the roadway.

I’m sitting in my car, waiting my turn
to turn onto the main thoroughfare,
exasperated with the traffic,
the slow-pokes and tailgaters,
the Sunday driver’s out on a Tuesday
morning. I’m irritated and out of
patience. My lips are tightly pressed
together in thin aggravation.

The flowers catch my eye as they
rustle in the car exhaust breezes,
their vibrancy enhanced by the
rising sun, the purple and yellow
florae, in the border lands between the
harshness of another work day and
the heartiness of nature.
Growing in spite of the curses around them.

The flowers delicate beauty, swaying
with steadfast resistance against the
brutal world around them. They just grow.
Never knowing or caring about the hard
and rocky ground they took root.
Never acknowledging the rush of cars
constantly zooming or idling next to them.
They just do what they do and are beautiful for it.  

I wonder how many other motorists have
noticed these small flowers blooming so wild,
how many other motorists have wondered about
the simple magnificence of these roadside jewels
unintentionally putting life into perspective.
These wildflowers, putting up with all the rough edges
of the world to bloom and teach me, us, something
about resilience. The traffic light changes. I smile.  

Monday, September 23, 2019

Summer Leaves



The flirtations of Summer have
drifted away, her disinterest in
anything serious, now widely
apparent. She’s got things she
wants to do and she’s already left.

Autumn is here now and
she’s planning on sticking
around for a while. She’s got
plans for you and she’ll stick
to them like pumpkin spice on rice.

Autumn, she doesn’t flirt like Summer.
Autumn goes in for the kiss like she
means it and she is enthusiastic about
a kiss back. She will look you in the
eyes and make you forget lazy Summer.

She’ll hold your hand tight as you both
stroll through the park over the crunchy leaves
she’s left like a multicolored carpet towards
a gala in her honor. She’ll tuck in closer if her cool
winds stir, her dark hair gently whipping in her breeze.

Summer didn’t care about walking in the park,
she just wanted to go to the beach, lay out in her
Sun and get a nice golden color to her skin. She
pretended not to notice the ogling stares and continued
to pretend she was just innocent in her intent.

Summer would talk to the life guard as you struggled
to load the hot car with all the stuff she brought to the
beach but never used. Drenched in sweat you suffer
as she would playfully tease all the volleyball players
and pet every dog that she came upon, cooing baby talk.

Autumn, she doesn’t do any of that. She sits in
the bookstore, sipping a hot cup of tea, adjusting
her scarf and wondering if it should rain today.
She looks forward to a night at home in front of
the fireplace, soup to eat and cuddles under a big blanket.

Autumn doesn’t flirt with you. She’s a realist and
knows that she’ll have to leave you. And she’ll leave you cold.
She’ll leave you dry.
She makes no phony promises about how
she wishes she could stay.

Her Sun will get lower.
Her nights get longer.
Her chills creep in.
She’ll get you to love her.
But leave you ready to face the cold.


Friday, September 20, 2019

Fingers



Flabbergasted fingers flailing
from frustration for phrases,
frequencies or forms to fill
the fantasies of physical
fulfillment.

Fervent and feverish,
flowing forward in floods of
flushed faces, furrowed and
fitful, fearful of fallacies and
failures.

Frequent foul-ups and
floundering, false feelings
offending the fairly fought for
foundation of free flirtations,
affronted and un-fixed.

Fumbling fingers,
flashing over flesh for
the fruits of physical freedom;
forgotten, forsaken, found
unforgiven.

Fishing for fulfillment,
frequently found in friendly
confines, emphatically finished,
for the fewness of first affections,
flatly finalized.

Fingers, forced to flagellate
in frustrated phrases, for forgiveness
not to be found in the fermented
fragrances of fictional satisfactions,
the filament flamed fast and snuffed.

Former framers of Friday facetious
frolicking, filled with frantic and
fantastic fervor for the feeling of fingers
flirting over the finery of fragile
fantasy.

Fully finished, fingers now folded.

Friday, September 13, 2019

I'm Still Talking



I don’t want to talk about love again.
I don’t want to talk about love, again.
I do not want to, talk…, about love,
again.
I don’t wanna.

Love has been so weird to me,
and I’ve been weird to it.
This intangible ether of chemical
attraction mixed with physical reaction
to sexy stimuli, this…love.

Perhaps that’s lust.
Perhaps I fall into lust a lot,
instead of love.
Perhaps I confound the two,
which might make some sense.

I wonder if it’s socially acceptable
to tell some one how in lust you
are with them.
Is lust a dirty word?
Is lust dirty, naughty and kept in the shadows?

I like talking about lust,
it does feel like you’re in a secret club,
dancing to some throbbing electric beat
in time with your heart as you sweat and smile
and hold a gyrating body close in the flashing neon.

The smells and sounds infiltrate your senses and
your unable to control your urges to dive head first
into the shallow pool of pleasures and hedonistic
desire, hoping the pool will catch you and embrace
your high diving passions.

Electrically overwhelmed with attraction buzzing
through the neurons and synapses in your brain,
perhaps hoping these lusty desires will evolve into
that bright shining light and purity, deigned as to
be elevated to love.  

I guess I’m still talking about love.
I guess I’m STILL talking about…, love.
I guess I’m still talking.
I guess.