It’s the train ride,
the cubicle I sit
in,
the lighting and
climate
control.
I feel sick in
here.
I feel weak in
here.
I feel useless in
here.
A cog in the
machine
of repression,
oppression.
Her laughter made
it all
seem tolerable
though.
Her smile was a
place to
feel the sun on your
face and joy in
your arms.
There was warmth in
it.
It is somewhere I’d
like to be.
I want to sit at
her
feet and forget
about
my cubicle, my
train,
my work, my
emptiness
and marvel at her
silliness.
Her softness was
the
compassion my
concrete
cruelty needed.
Even if
just for a little
while.
When it’s gone, I
miss it.
When it’s gone, I’m
left
with a crowded
train,
clumsy cubicle and
consternation.
Her smile, her
eyes, are a
brief respite from
the trenches
of monotony.
The memory shortly
sustains me, but it’s
an
addiction and I
want more.
It’s
compassionately cruel.
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