There’s Trouble

It’s not going well today.

There’s a lot of behind

the scenes ramblings that

have me nervous.

It’s trouble that seems

to follow me everywhere

I go. A monster, creeping

and crawling from the

darkest sludge of my

life that prevents my

ultimate happiness.

The crippling nature of

the beast that resides

in the most well

meaning parts of me

that always causes me

trouble.

It’s effects are far reaching

and completely evil in

intent.

I’m incapable to

defeat it in my

weakened state.

But I must continue

to suffer through

the slings and arrows

hurled at me.

It’s trouble.

Always trouble nipping

at my heels.

I’m tempted at times

to let it just get me.

But I don’t.

I suffer in the clutches

of trouble and pretend

I can survive it. But I

know it’ll get me one day.